Monday, December 31, 2012 // back to top?
Last night I heard my own heart beating, Sounded like footsteps on my stairs, Six months gone and I'm still reaching, Even though I know you're not there, I was playing back a thousand memories baby, Thinking 'bout everything we've been through, Maybe I've been going back too much lately, When time stood still and I had you
Your little hand's wrapped around my finger, And it's so quiet in the world tonight, Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming, So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light, To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret, I'd give all I have, honey, If you could stay like that
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called, And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all. And you flashback to when he said forever and always, Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, Everything is wrong, It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone, Cause i was there when you said forever and always
So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying, 'I'm sorry for that night'. And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind, I go back to December all the time.
And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid, I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause he never did, I've been spending the last 8 months, thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end. But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again
And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day, And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed, You can plan for a change in the weather and time, But I never planned on you changing your mind
It's two a.m. Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy, Easy for me. It's two a.m. Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this ain't easy, Easy for me.
You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around, You make me crazier crazier, Feels like i'm falling, And i'm lost in your eyes, You make me crazier crazier crazier
I got tired of waiting. Wondering if you were ever coming around. My faith in you was fading - When I met you on the outskirts of town. And I said..
'Cause when you're fifteen and Somebody tells you they love you. You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen feeling like. There's nothing to figure out, But count to ten, take it in. This is life before you know, Who you're gonna be Fifteen
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